School Days

As all of the readers know, yesterday was my big interview and it actually went really well I thought. Compared to my last two interviews I've had where I've been ridiculously nervous and not said enough-this one I was calm and felt that I answered the questions better, being more myself. Now, I'm not sure that I got the job-but I am happy that I finally felt more confident after it was all over. I am really praying that I get this job-I'm trying not to think to much about it though, because that's what I tend to do. It's so hard not to be in control and not to know what will happen or what they're thinking. Then I realize it's in God's hands and that He'll take care of the situation, whatever it may be. I really prayed for peace during the interview and for strength and I'm praying for the same thing now. I can't imagine not getting the job and dealing with another let down-but I know that if it's what's meant to be, it will be. Looking back at the jobs I interviewed for before, I now realize they wouldn't have been right or they weren't good timing...I'm thankful for where I'm at today and for all of the lovely people I work with at OP-I'm just really ready for my own kids and for my own start. It definitely would be the greatest Christmas present ever. Pray!